A peek at the ones beside me,
I felt a tumbling of myself.
Longing for what -- I don't even know,
but I know I need it,
because I don't want to be left out of the bandwagon.
Please, please, would you just let me in with you?
But I'm sorry, I have got nothing to give with it.
I've been missing for so long,
and along with it left this little spark.
A cry for it to come back,
didn't even feel that real.
I grapple for it,
but knows not what is there to search.
I don't know where to start.
I don't know how to stay in it.
I just don't know.
God help me please.